Striving for Awakening

Life under the bodhi tree...

Nome: mandolinx
Località: San Francisco, California, United States

ambiguously ethnic, fashionably late, unreasonably bossy, secretly insane.

sabato, ottobre 21, 2006

Waterloo Sunset

There's something about coming home that is so good for the soul. I forget how much I love this place. And to be surrounded by people that love me - by people that know me...Well, let's just say I have definitely learned not to take things like that for granted anymore. I've been here for less than 24 hours and I've already seen more people than I can shake a stick at, been to a few of my favorite haunts, and had the opportunity to really relax for the first time in awhile.

I know that as soon as I get back to SF I'll have to jump right back into the craziness of school, the job search, and "real" life. I just wish I could stay here for a little longer basking in the perfect weather and in the warm hearts of these beautiful people. As much of a life as I've established in SF, that's one area where I'm still struggling. My tribe is here.

Tonight I'm having dinner with my in-laws. Frankly, I was surprised to get the invitation and I'm still a little ambivalent about the whole thing. But maybe it's a good chance for me to say a proper goodbye and thank you to two people who have given me a lot of love and support for a long time. Then I'm going to see a play. And that's a whole other bag of issues. But tomorrow I'm going to the Stones concert and I think some old school rock n' roll may be just what the doctor ordered.